Thursday, February 19, 2009

Numb!

Its official,I have gone NUMB!
I cant feel a thing.Things,great and small are just passing by and all I end up doing is sit and stare,see them happen and try to see if i can feel anything.Nothing.
College is over and I dont feel no shit.This Birthday dint seem like one at all.The word happy attached to it made no sense.
Appearently everyone is very busy with their own fucking lifes.Who knew the Global slowdown also would slowdown and suck all the fun out of my life.
I just cant feel anything.Actually I just know when im down,but that just makes things worse!
I want that feeling back,experiencing euphoria even for the smallest of things.This sucks!
I need a Change,a change I can believe in.Fuck im watching too much CNN.
Somebody!Anybody!Save my soul!